~Fiyan Forever~

2009-02-19T11:25:00.004-05:00

O.K...Yesterday i went out with Dominic and Dc cause i was bored at home....played some arcade games and LAN games we wanted to watch movies but the show that we wanted to watch(UNDERWORLD) was on 7.25 p.m....dc didnt want to wat that long so he went home cause it was kinda late.....so me and dom went to buy the tickets but when buying the tickets,the guy ask us to show him our I.C's....turns out the movie was a M18 movie....too bad for me so i also went home leaving Dominic to watch the show by himself...hope he enjoyed it......

Many people always ask this question and most people find it hard to answer this question...
and the question is:

What is True Love?

well this is my definition of it:

True love is something that takes time to develop,

its not just something you can buy.

True love can't be seen or heard,

its something that you feel from the bottom of your heart,

its a feeling that you get once in a lifetime,

not just a normal everyday crush.

True love is also when you know that you love that person

and that person loves you back equally,

knowing that once you hold hands,

its impossible to let go,

to be with each other for life.

well thats my definition...if you think im wrong tell me...tell me what you think is true love

Sitting under a tree where the turtle doves fly

Wondering when your true love will arrive

Hoping that god answer your prayer

All you have to do is wait fo your angel

ouh....there is a new show on disney channel starring Demi Lovato called Sonny with a Chance...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwHFzFUzdl8

2009-02-16T11:23:00.002-05:00

You turn to ashes leaving only the memories of your life.And every night before i go to sleep thoughts of you keep flashing in my mind followed by your voice whispering in my ear.Tears flooded my eyes each time your name is mentioned.It pains me so much to see you leave so early and so young.Nevertheless i know that you left us to go to a better place and that cushions the pain.Hope you will always be happy where you are

Tribute to my cousin who died at the age of 31 last year....

2009-02-14T21:45:00.002-05:00

Well valentines day was a real bust for me cause i got nothing to do
if your having fun or anything then good for you....

im currently planning an outing...its more of like a scavanger hunt...
its kinda hard cause im not good at planning much but im still trying...
anyway if it turns out right im gonna hold the event during the March holidays that is IF it turns out right

2009-02-10T20:50:00.004-05:00

its been so long since i posted.....i had to send my com to get fixed cause its hardrive is corrupted...haiz...but its ok now

through the absence i went to Malaca with my family to visit our relative there

although it was only a short 2-day trip,it was stil a very fun 2 day trip....
i get to meet my cousins and nephews(very cute)
one of the thing that made the trip fun was that we played games on my cousins ps2...haha
the next day we went to a night market...as we were walking,a dog walked pass and the funny part is that my nephew made a cat sound...haha lucky the dog didnt turn back....

the next day we went back to singapore...but on the journey back,we saw 2 cars chasing each other...it was kinda funny but dangerous at the same time...lucky there was no accident

then there was Amirah's birthday...
Yasin got her a cake that he claims he went all the way to Beijing to get....haha
i gave her a pendent with a fire symbol on it...it hard to find that kind of thing cause i got it from hell...haha...damn being dead isn't fun.....hahaha
its a pity that she had to celebrate her birthday with a broken arm...
hope u arm heal well....

2009-01-01T01:05:00.000-05:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

Make your resolutions and and make it happen

My resolutions for this year is to always try to make the right decisions cause last year i have been making alot of bad decisions which made my life alot harder

I have other resolutions but its no use telling you people cause you might think it wouldnt happen....

Well Happy New Year and with the new year comes a new beginning for those who have done alot of sins in the past and hope that enemies can be friends once again

2008-12-29T23:24:00.000-05:00

Today i went to SAFRA with my friends...Dom,Ju,Dc...to play pool and it was great fun cause i havnt played pool for a really long time

when we got there,the place was full and there was no table available so we had to book a table
then we waited for around half-an-hour to get a table

i won all of my games against my friends and it was surprising cause i thought i had forgot how to play pool...

we played for like 3 hours then went to grab a bite at KFC...while eating. they talked about NCC stuff which i dunno alot about...i feel so left out cause they are from NCC and im not but i just tried to act like i know what they are talking about...haha

we thought of going to the movies but it was too late and Dc had to go home...
so th rest of us went to Tampines Mall cause Dom wanted to buy the TWILIGHT book
we searched everywhere for the book but it was sold out so Dom tried to look for the book Harry Potter and the a Half Blood Prince but it was also sold out..haha too bad for him...
he ended up buying a pc game then we all went home

2008-12-28T11:19:00.002-05:00

Today i went to Ayer Hitam and Mini Kelantan in Malaysia with family and friends

the trip was somewhat exciting cause therre is so much stuff to buy

woke up around 5 in the morning to get ready for the trip...it was a one-day trip so there was not much to pack

we reach tho pick u point a little early and had to wait half-an-hour for the bus to arrive

it was so cold in the morning but when we reach the first stop in Johor,it became very hot around 80 degrees i think...i can even see the heat waves rising from the ground...wow!!

as the day goes by,the weather started to cool down and eventually started raining but that didnt stop the people from shopping more...haha

all in all the day went smoothly until the time we were going back home....some people were trying to smuggle chewing gum and ciggerates through the customs...some succeeded but some just didnt have the guts at the last second and went back to throw it away...

we bought so much things from the trip,we thought we bought alot but other families got more stuff...i dunno how they carried all the stuff through customs...maybe magic...hahaha
well at least everybody was smiling in the end

ouh...and i bought some new karaoke CDs....so maybe i can have a karaoke night at my house sometimes if my parents are no home that is...hahaha

And i cant wait for THE NEW YEAR to come and its only 2 days left to the countdown....hoping to watch the spactacular fireworks as usual....i know that the new year is gonna be so much better as we can start a new life and forget all the hatred and problems we had in the past to look for a cheerful future full of love....YEAH!!!

2008-12-27T12:26:00.002-05:00

Today i woke up with no feeling of hatred at all
its kinda odd but i just feel like all the hatred was unnessesary and only wanted to make friends with my enemies...
i also got the feeling of just moving on with life and stuff...
i feel relieved getting all the burden off my shoulders...
and i played soccer today with not much complains...

and also im going to johor tomorrow..Yeah!!
im going on a shopping spree

ouh...im still planning a day to go out cycling and such...maybe next week
hopefully i can get them to agree on this...

2008-12-25T00:01:00.001-05:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Wishing all the people a very happy holiday and hope everybody have fun time during this day

saviour every second of opening your presents

2008-12-23T15:23:00.002-05:00

Had fun today as we celebrated Audi's birthday
not a very big one...haha
we just had dinner together then hang out and had our laughter

2008-12-21T14:21:00.002-05:00

Went to Kallang Stadium to watch the soccer match Singapore vs Vietnam
and what an intense match it is...too bad Singapore lost but the interesting thing is that there
is a fight somewhere in the spectator seats...people from Singapore was trapping the vietnam people and not letting them leave the stadium...the day ended up very messy....
lucky i got off early

2008-12-20T13:27:00.002-05:00

Today i went for a bbq and its fun
i started out just cooking the food then playing cards
we played blackjack and only played with 10 cents,but as the game goes on,
we increased the bet to 50 cents...haha
too bad for them i won alot
ouh and i saw my old friend zul who was my brother's girlfriend's sister's boyfriend....haha
such coincidence

2008-12-12T12:31:00.003-05:00

On this day i went to Wild Wild Wet with my cousins and it was really great fun
we went on all the rides and i got a great scenery if you know what i mean...haha
but too bad it started raining so everybody needed to go home
pity to the people who just came in,hope they get thier money back

2008-12-09T12:58:00.002-05:00

For these past few days,my head have been pounding and frequently having headaches
the reason for this is because i just cant stop thinking of revenge and i think that the anger i have bottled up inside me is starting to spill,but i still havnt snapped because everytime i feel mad,i just say to myself that i am the better man...i also promised myself that i would not break from such childish things.I know that i am a man that control my emotions and that will remain true...
So..until i find something to do to release my hatred...im still gonna hold it inside and never be let out...ive always said,i havnt break before and im not gonna start now...

if i just had a wish....haiz...

2008-12-07T10:06:00.002-05:00

LIFE.....

what is life?...is it just something that god created...what do we do with it?...waste it...NO!!
nobody ever said life is fair
but you just have to live throught it
no matter what junk anybody tells you,you were given a life for a reason and never just for the fun of it
some lives are ment to help others and some are to ruin others lives....life is not just about fun
there is also the terror of living
the kind people live in fear or the others whose souls are said to be controlled by
satan
even though they are living jerks,they still have lives but lives that are full of misery
they do the mean things because they wre born with a silver spoon in thier mouth
spoiled brats and did not have the love of thier parents like they should
the point is these mean people lack love so they need to find other forms of entertainment
the kind people should pity them instead of fearing them cause they did not get what is important the most and that is love from their parents

but if you find your life not being that good
just remember this:

Even though life is unfair,
Its still a life to be lived
And if you do good,
You go to the light
But if your bad,
You will always be alone in the silent dusk

2008-12-03T16:41:00.004-05:00

Living a life of emptiness
Looking for a final piece
You are the missing puzzle
The piece that i need
To complete the circle of my heart

I'm writing a song....dunno the tittle yet but i will bw using some of the poems in the song....once i completed the song i will post it.....looking forward the writing the song....hopefully it turns out great....

I was inpired by the songs sang by Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana
Cause her songs have alot of meaning and i love them.....the songs are so good that i can't stop
thinking about them.....
Thats why i'm a big Miley Crus/Hannah Montana fan.....YEAH!!!

Here are some song from Mley Cyrus that i love

-Bigger than us
-True friend
-Rockstar
-One in a million
-Nobody's perfect
-Who said
-Just like you
-This is the life
-If we were a movie
-Old Blue Jeans

PLS listen to these songs..........comment me on what u think of them....

2008-11-29T00:38:00.003-05:00

It was the day of Zafirah's depature to New Zealand...pictures were taken as a memorial of her about us....everybody was so sad to see her leave i think she is also finding it hard to leave and maybe be cying on the plane....but still the friendship will still stay in our hearts and we will never forget about her and the kindness she have given to us....

Its sad to see you go
It makes me wanna cry
But it not over cause
Friendship last forever
So cheer up and goodbye

Another thing is that its confirmed that i didnt get the jod at Robinsons cause they didnt call....i guess i wasnt ment to work at Robinsons...haiz...now i need to go out job hunting once again hoping to get a jod before January...

2008-11-28T03:26:00.002-05:00

Went to east coast with my friends....we walked by the beach and skipped stones on the water while walking toward a bbq pit....we didnt realise it at first but it was a 2 hour walk to the pit from where we started...it was really tiring...and at the pit...ot was like everybody for themselves as they just took the food even though it was still a little raw...lucky i didnt eat anything....i wasnt invited anyways....
Then Dominic got tired of not getting any food and went to Mcdonalds.....haha
Me..Yasin and Jumadi went too...at least at Mcdonalds you can get the food instantly is what Dominic said....haha...
After that we went to the games arcade and played some games while waiting for someone to pick us up...i like playing the punching game...i tried to beat that days best(146 kg)but just couldnt as my punch only managed to get 141kg...haiz....but we still had fun in the process

2008-11-27T14:37:00.002-05:00

The sec 4i class chalet was a blast...everybody had a wonderful time...and i feel sorry for those who didn't come...
We played games that ended up to be really messy.....the most fun of all games was the water bomb fight...everybody got wet except for me but when the water bombs finished....they used a jug to pour water....i got really wet....haiz...
It was nice to see the whole class cooperating not even a single quarrel...
And at night...me and nikesh couldnt sleep cause there is too much interuption...haiz
we ended up not sleeping till morning...

I would like to thank the organisers for planning such a wonderful chalet....

All turned out wonderful
Anything can be done if we try
The chalet was great fun
Thank you and goodbye

2008-11-25T13:08:00.002-05:00

Petals drop from a black rose
Showing signs of death
But never give up
And always trust faith

today i played streetsoccer again....but this time its much more painful...
i became the keeper for 4 consecutive times and i got really stressed cause it was really scary seeing the soccer ball flying towards me very fast....and i had to prevent them from going past me...haiz....sprained my ankle hard in the process to....

and also..
i hope u people like the poem...or whatever

2008-11-23T12:07:00.003-05:00

Not everything can be given
And not every wish can be granted
Love is not to be spent
But only to be treasured

Another poem i made...IF u wanna use it to impress someone then use it....
i don't mind....at least its useful in some way...

2008-11-21T11:45:00.001-05:00

Never a cry neither a scream
Mistakes were ment to happen
Everyting have become a dream
Full of lies and illusion

Boredom had struck me...
i have nothing to since school ended...
thought i would be having fun but i guess i was wrong
i still have to put up with the boredness till i get a job
well no one ever said life was fun all the time....haiz...
would be nice if it is though...

But still...i cant wait for the class chalet....
i think its gonna be fun...maybe...hope so...
maybe we all can play many fun games....

2008-11-20T08:01:00.003-05:00

today i played soccer....not very exciting but hey i got nothing to do....
hurt my leg in the process...kicked the ball too hard..haiz

well before that i went to Raffles City Mall with Yasin....went there for an interview at Robinsons cause they are having a Christmas sale soon....im hoping to get the job cause the pay is worth it and there is a bonus too...Yeah!

now i leave with the poem of the day.....

Perfect scenery during a sunset
Knowing what it feels like to be free
So many times we have met
But still it does not seem to bore me

comment on the poems that i made
i wanna know what u think...

2008-11-19T05:10:00.000-05:00

Here is another poem by me...

A tear of sadness
Drop into the angry seas
Joining the forceful wave
Ramming the helpless shore
Screams of help
Engulfed by the vengeful wave

try to guess what it means...

2008-11-18T20:40:00.002-05:00

Yeah!!...Finally created my own blog...
but i still dunno what to post though...
well seems that im gonna use it more often...WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!

Ok...lets start off with a poem...

The blown out candle is what i am
Since the day you went away
Hoping for the day you return again
What happens next i can't say...

fine its not that good but its still nice rite?

Oh...and one more thing...
i made my very own snow globe today...
dunno who to give it to...
maybe its someone special...

This is it.........